MORE than meets the eyes. imperfectly perfect; totally bittersweet.
there are approximately 16 days `til graduation & here are the things i still need to get done.
++8-10pg. abnormal psych paper, due 0426
++5min. abnormal psych presentation, due 0426 ++2-3pg. documentary write-up, due 0427
++internship business (presentations, surveys, etc.), due 0427
++8-10pg. personality theories paper, due 0430
++25pg. thesis final draft, due 0501
++15min. thesis presentation, due 0501
++women & culture cumulative final, 0507
++8-10pg. social justice final paper, due 0508
++personality theories final, 0509
++internship write-up/reflection, due 0509
++abnormal psych final, 0510.
not sure how i`m gonna get this done, but wish me luck.. i need it.
updated 0430, 2156
to a new morning. Wake up smiling. Wake up feeling beautiful. Wake up feeling new. Tomorrow is whatever you want it to be. Tomorrow can complete you. Tomorrow you can start the rest of your life and fix your errors. Tomorrow you can find the love of your life. Tomorrow you can tell yourself that you can. Never give up, wake up and start.
Regardless of how bad the situation is or how stressed out you are, you should always keep yourself motivated to continue to stay strong and be more optimistic. Don’t always rely on other people or things to make you feel better or keep you motivated. The best motivator should really be yourself because you should know what you want and know what makes you happy.
- Free your heart from hatred.
- Free your mind from worries.
- Live simple, stay away from drama.
- Appreciate what you have.
- Laugh and smile.
- Learn how to forgive and forget.
- Love one another.
- Never take things for granted.
- Give a lot more.
- Expect a lot less.
lately, i`ve been doing a mix of a whole lot and nothing at the same time. it sucks. i can`t seem to get out of this funk and i think it`s mainly cause my focus is in all the wrong places.
i thought things were going to be a bit different once my birthday came around, but boy was i wrong. things are still pretty much the same; nothing really feels different either. it`s like i`m continuously lying to myself and that is the last of my intentions. i feel like i`ve been having a hard time trying to accept things for what they are, that i keep trying to fix them. still though, i get no where. i`m slowly grasping the concept of being selfish all over again because no matter what i do, i seem to always be placed back to where i started.
it`s so frustrating putting in so much effort for something only to get so little out of it. i keep trying because i want it that bad. maybe i`m pushing my luck a bit too much; i should sit back and see where it takes me. not worry about it as much as i used to; let go of it. i`ve fallen back on my words so many times that i don`t know what makes it different this time around. maybe because i`m tired of not getting anywhere. i`ve tried so many times, and i think it`s about that time i take myself out of it and change my perspective. i have never had control of the outcome, so why fight it?
i guess i`ve been doing these things for all the wrong reasons and it didn`t help that i kept fighting things. in the end, i want to be happy and successful because i wanted to. i need to start accepting things for what they are and do all of it for me. it`s a long process, i know. being able to put it into perspective, i think i`ve got a start.i hope things will be different this time around. i know what i want and i don`t have to wait on anyone.
i will be different; i will do things differently, for me.